Friday, February 17, 2006 ;
so yes here i am sitting in the same ol' chairlistening to the same ol' songs playing on windows media player.
right now its james blunt's you're beautiful.
the sweetest song i ever heard and yet i never get sick of it after listening to it a million times.
sometimes i just think the lyrics are just too true! but i shan't state why or whether i actually know why.
anyways yesterday was the WORST FUCKING DAY OF MY LIFE.
.... everything in school seemed wrong.
everything out of school seemed wrong too.
i got a plastic bag filled with water flung on me by a derranged woman.
so much for being nice.
i explained to her for half an hour what probation was.
and what do i get? a wet shirt.
the best thing is was i was right outside the tuition centre.
grrrrrrrrrrr.....
i shall not elaborate it pisses me off. SERIOUSLY.
today.
well training was a pain in the ass
sec one's just cant use their brains sometimes and they try to act smart
they dont listen thay do the wrong thing they get scolding.
i waste my breath.
and i hur my back so badly i couldn't even walk in class or sit down.
another bad day? YEAH THATS RIGHT. two in a row?
is God punishing me?
ugh i hate to think about it.
but on the brightside i finally did my own template.
tuition tomorrow.
i really wonder why i study.
its not even appreciated! waste my time.
but its for my own good.
gosh i hate that phrase so bad.
one day i think i'm going to break down and die.
okay maybe not die but breakdown? YES.
they say i dunno how to express anger? yeah thats true its in me waiing one day to burst out and roar.
seriously what i think of this entry? its so teen angst.
and lame. just do yourself a favour. ignore me.
thanks.
franz ferdinand-walk away <3
I swapped my innocence for pride
Crushed the end within my stride
Said 'I'm strong now I know that I'm a leader'
I love the sound of you walking away, you walking away
Mascara bleeds a blackened tear, oh
And I am cold, yes I'm cold
But not as cold as you are
I love the sound of you walking away, you walking away
I love the sound of you walking away, walking away.
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